Antichrist

Director Lars Von Trier has decided to make a horror movie called Antichrist. The film will be set in nature and be based on a theory that Satan created the world, not God. Based on that premise, it should be an interesting movie. Let's see how it goes.

Staind "Right Here"

I posted this song once before when I first started posting but I think I erased it by mistake. I felt like reposting it because hearing this song today I can really relate to this song and how I feel about my marriage every now and again but that's a story for another day.



Right Here


I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

Happy Hour

My wife was invited to Happy Hour with fellow co workers to celebrate the return of an employee who used to work there for many years, left and then returned so it's just me and my boo-boo tonight for a few hours. I was a bit apprehensive about her going, I'll go into detail another day, but I figure it would be good for her to go out and socialize with some of the co workers. I enjoy the time I spend with my little one when everyone is out so I'm going to go and get us some dinner and sit down and enjoy some Spongebob Squarepants. Can't go wrong with Spongebob.

I WANT TO SEE SOME LIGHTERS FOR THIS NEXT SONG!! COME ON!! LEMME SEE THEM!! THIS NEXT SONG IS CINDERELLA'S DON'T KNOW WHAT YA GOT ('TILL IT'S GONE!)



I can't tell ya baby what went wrong
I can't make you feel what you felt
So long ago, I'll let it show
I can't give you back what's been hurt
Heartaches come and go and all that's
Left are the words I can't let go
If we take some time think it over baby
Take some time let me know
If you really wanna go

[CHORUS:]
Don't know what you got till it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I've got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back
Takes so long

I can't feel the things that cause you pain
I can't clear my heart of your love
It falls like rain, ain't the same
I hear you calling far away
Tearing through my soul I just can't
Take another day, who's to blame
If we take some time think it over baby
Take some time let me know
If you really wanna go

[CHORUS]

Do you want to see me beggin' baby
Can't you give me just one more day
Can't you see my heart's been draggin' lately
I've been lookin' for the words to say

[CHORUS 2x]

High Voltage

Up next off the Freddy vs. Jason soundtrack, here is Ill Nino with How Can I Live



I am so unlike you
In so many ways
I know I'm just a copy
That carries on the stains

We make the same mistake
We all wanted the same
We leave behind the stains
I cannot separate

All the lies in me
All that dies in me X2
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image
I'm all you left behind
Who made me what I am?
And who the hell am I?

We make the same mistake
We all wanted the same
We leave behind the stains
I cannot separate

All the lies in me
All that dies in me X2
How can I live without you?

I know that our lives are the same
Just to rid my name of dirty stains
I will not follow your steps in the same way
That you walked away and pushed away
And I will not live

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you

All the lies in me
All that dies in me X2
How can I live without you?

Bad dream

I thought I'd get it down before I completely forget all the details. You know how you always remember the moment you wake up but as time goes by you can't remember it for the life of you.

I've had this feeling over the last few years that certain people in my family think that I leech off of my mother financially. No one has ever come out and told me but it's a feeling I can't shake off. Here's the dream:

My mother is living in a nice little town house, I think I might be living with her as well and yet I'm with my wife and daughter in the dream so it's weird. There are other things happening that don't really pertain to the dream but at one point I get dropped off at my mother's home by a friend. As I'm walking towards the house I notice it's bit darker than usual and when I get to the door I notice a note on the door. It reads something like "This home has been vacated" and when I take a look inside through the glass the house is empty and it has just been painted. She had just disappeared and hadn't told me anything. Now, in the dream, immediately I knew my brother Priamo was involved so I start to feel anxious and anger. It is late at night and have no where to go and feel abandoned. My friends had already been long gone so I was alone and start walking to another friend's home and my wife was there. I try calling her but she changed her cell #. I call my brother Priamo and nothing. It was as if they were going to go on with their lives without me. In the dream it was as if my brother had enough of my mother helping me financially. I didn't know what to do and had this deep feeling of panick and still had it when I woke up. I remember saying to my wife in the dream "If we ever see her again she will not see the baby again."

Reading it back now it felt a lot worse than I'm describing...so much so that I still felt angry, anxious, panicky long after waking up. It's been a few years since I used to ask for money here and there around the time that me and my wife first met but not anymore. When it came to my court fees and other things having to do with my "disease" which I spoke about in this post I came to the realization I was going to need help. It was too much for me to handle on my own. I don't know the point to this post...I still have those lingering after effects from that dream so I felt I had to post it down. Maybe one day I'll finally get those answers I've been looking for about my family......WEENIEMAN (coughs)

80's Rock Sundays!!

Me and some friends, our senior year of high school and the first 2-3 years after, used this next song as an anthem. It's a great rockin' song and awesome video. Off of their 2nd album Open Up and say...Ahh! here's Poison with Nothin' But A Good Time.





Now listen
Not a dime I can't pay my rent
I can barely make it through the week
Saturday night I'd like to make my girl
But right now I can't make my ends meet

I'm always workin', slavin' every day
Gotta get a break from that same old same old
I need a chance just to get away
If you could hear me think this is what I'd say

Don't need nothin' but a good time
How can I resist
Ain't lookin for nothin' but a good time
And it don't get better than this

They say I spend my money on women and wine
But I couldn't tell ya where I spent last night
I'm real sorry 'bout the shape I'm in
I just like my fun every now and then

I'm always workin', slavin' every day
Gotta get a break from the same old same old
I need a chance just to get away
If you could hear me think this is what I'd say

Don't need nothin' but a good time
How can I resist
Ain't lookin for nothin' but a good time
And it don't get better than this

You see I raise a toast to all of us
Who are breakin' our backs every day
If wantin' the good life is such a crime
Lord, then put me away, yea
Here's to ya

(lead)

Chorus
Don't need nothin' but a good time
How can I resist
Ain't lookin for nothin' but a good time
And it don't get better than this
Don't need nothin' but a good time
How can I resist
Ain't lookin for nothin' but a good time
And it don't get better than this

Gollum lashes out

I am a huge Lord of the Rings fan but I didn't become one after the famous trilogy came out on film like everyone else did. I became a fan a fter my brother, Pavel, forced me to read the Hobbit which I wasn't too keen on doing at first. I had to read 1 chapter a night and then give him a brief summary on what happened just to make sure I actually read it. By the end I was glad he did because I got to keep his copy and it's a very old copy from 1963...only a few years after the holy trilogy was released by H.R.R. Tolkien. So thank you, weenieman. Oh, for those who read my post on the possible start of filming the Hobbit...it has been confirmed. The Hobbit will start pre-production sometime next year around the summer time. The question now is whether or not they can get Peter Jackson back to the helm since he has a busy schedule.

I found this clip on Andy Serkis winning an award on best virtual character in a movie on the MTV movie awards...I thought I'd share because it's quite funny and Gollum himself makes QUITE an appearance.

M.I.A. + PSP vs. iPod

Sorry for not posting lately. It's been a hectic week and a half at work with us already being a bit short handed and to make it worse our team leader left on vacation for a little over a week which put us behind quite a bit. Plus one of my bosses is being an ahole about my earrings. I have 2 in each ear but according to company policy men can only wear 1 earring in each because the animals could/can get attracted to the jewelry and rip them off causing injury. So...let me get this straight. I can't wear 2 in each ear but it's ok to wear 1 in each ear because........uhh.......birds and small animals are only attracted to it if you're wearing 2+ earrings in each ear?? OMG. The only good news I got this week was that my two faced store manager was leaving for good and we were getting a new manager from another Petsmart a little farther up north. Now we just need to get rid of the operations manager.



Well, for really busting my butt these past few weeks since I've been given priority on hours I bought myself a Sony PSP. I know that some of you may be avid iPod users and I know people that swear by this horribly expensive little thing but I'll take a Sony PSP over it any day of the week. You can play video games, whose graphics beat out any hand held system ever made and can be almost compared to the Playstation 2, both purchased in UMD format or download into your PSP. You can download music into it. You can download/upload pictures. You can go on the internet and you can sign on through a hotspot or if you have a wireless router. I mean there is so many things you can do with it and all for the low price of $199.99. Last I heard the iPods you can watch movies with and listen to music with was going for about $300 or so.

High Voltage

Todays music video is off the soundtrack of the hit movie Resident Evil: Apocalypse. Here is Killswitch Engage with The End of Heartache.



Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting (2x)

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Tag!! You're It!!

Sorry I took so long to do this. Been working my butt off and by the time I got home all I want is SLEEP. So here goes:

1.) When I sit down to have dinner or lunch while at home I have to watch t.v. or I get moody.

2.) I own 2 ferrets named Brad and Angelina

3.) I'd rather work in retail and deal with mentally unstable customers than work in an office

4.) I was once offered a part in a documentary being filmed in Miami documenting on the life of a rock musician in Latin Miami but eventually the project was shut down

5.) Disturbed is my favorite band

6.) Everytime I look at my daughter I still get the same feeling I got when I looked at her the day she was born

7.) I want to move and have a place of my own already. Unfortunately, me and the missus have been living with her parents for about 6 years now.

8.) I would do almost anything to have a career as a musician.

80's Rock Sundays!!

Off of their 4th album New Jersey, here is Bon Jovi with I'll Be There For You. My wife helped me pick this one.




I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love its suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance girl

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
Well I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your Valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I wasn't there when you were happy
And I wasn't there when you were down
Didn't mean to miss your birthday baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for ...

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you ...

High Voltage

Welcome to another edition of High Voltage and here's another dose of metal coming your way. This next band has it all: melodies, soul, angst, passion...off their 3rd album Animosity here is Sevendust with Live Again.





Feeling Nothing
Lonely Empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore

You see my face and then you see
nothin'
Confused. you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again

Can't see me. you feel me
Want me. you'll find me
I'll be your everything
Will you call
You'll need more & more
When you fall

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore

You see my face and then you see
nothing
Confused. you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again

How many times have you looked
At yourself & felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live
again

You see my face and then you see
nothing
Confused you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again

If you don't change you'll be nothin'

So look at yourself and live again

I turn my face
You're staring back again

So look at yourself and live again

The Nightmare Before Christmas 3-D

For all you Tim Burton fans out there, The Nightmare Before Christmas will be released in select theaters in 3-D sometime in October. I loved this film and look forward to watching it again...kind of wish it would be in IMAX though.

That's a lot of booty!!

Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest will cross the $1 billion mark making it the 3rd film alonside the Titanic and Lord of the Rings: Return of the King to achieve this. I actually liked this movie but I'm surprised to read on many forums and having people I know tell me they didn't like it all that much. They felt it dragged a bit and could have gotten to the point much quicker. I guess to me it was a fun movie so I didn't feel the drag.

Gladiator Sequel

It turns out that Ridley Scott thought about this once before in 2003 but couldn't really think of anything worth going forward with so the idea was dropped. Now it seems that both Scott and Russell Crowe are all for bringing Maximus back from the dead. We all remember that Maximus dies at the end of Gladiator by the tyrant Cesar of Rome with a poison tipped sword. We also assume he died because we see him with his family in the afterlife but I'm going to assume that Ridley Scott will say he was going through dilirium from the poison in his system. Hey...if they brought back Spock I don't see why this couldn't fly.

All American Fund Raising

Hello all. My daughter's school is doing a fund raising of sorts. We basically have this catalog full of neat things from treats like different kinds of chocolates boxes to gummy worms, calenders, gift bags and wrapping papers, subsriptions to magazines, picture frames, necklaces, bill organizers, and all kinds of stuff. If you decide to order something when you proceed to the checkout it's going to ask you if you'd like to give the credit to a specific student and what school they're from. E-Mail me at ESPLineSixer@aim.com and I will send you that info so my daughter can get the credit as if she sold it to you. Depending on how many things she sells she'll get a cool gift of her choosing from the catalog we have like if she sells 80-99 items she'll get anything she chooses from that section like a phone or electronic type toys. Come on everybody, help us out here. :)

Frogger

I found this cool website with a bunch of old school games and I thought I'd share it with you guys. It has frogger, space invaders, simon, asteroids, snake, tic-tac-toe. Let's see who can beat the high score in frogger.

Where did everybody go??

I'm starting to get a bit lonely here after finally getting some readers. I know we're having an issue with the new Beta version for blogger where beta users can't post on non-beta bloggers and vice-versa. What's going on, blogger? I finally get the hang of this thing and give up myspace for it. Where is Redneck girl and Mindtwister and Pinky?

R.I.P. Steve Irwin

Some of you may not know him by his real name...he is otherwise known as "The Crocodile Hunter." He was filming a piece for an upcoming show called "Ocean's Deadliest" and was killed by a stingray with it's poisonous barb right through his heart. My condolences go out to his wife and 2 kids.

80's Rock Sundays!!

On today's 80's rock blog I bring you a band with one of rock's best guitarist, Paul Gilbert. Off of their album Lean Into It, here is Mr. Big with To Be With You



Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

[chorus]
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

[chorus]
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

[chorus]
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

High Voltage

Hello all and welcome to the 1st edition of High Voltage where it's nothing but Metal Videos. Every Saturday tune in to this blogger for a new video of Maximum Metal Madness. Right now we're going to play a video from a band that has been described as a "Metal" U2. Off of their 2nd album Believe, here is Disturbed with "Prayer"



Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I've taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you're beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way I pray

[chorus:]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
Take everything away

Another nightmare about to come true
Will manifest tomorrow
Another love that I've taken from you
Lost in time, on the edge of suffering
Another taste of the evil I breed
Will level you completely
Bring to life everything that you fear
Live in the dark, and the world is threatening

Let me enlighten you
This is the way i pray

[chorus]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
Take everything away

Return to me [3x]
Turn to me
Leave me no one
Turn to me
Return to me [2x]
Cast aside

Return to me [3x]
Turn to me
Leave me no one
Turn to me
Return to me [2x]
You've made me turn away

[chorus]
Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
They take everything from you

Living just isn't hard enough
Burn me alive, inside
Living my life's not hard enough
Take everything away

Hi. My name is Orlando and I'm a cleptomaniac...

Hi Orlando!!

We, me, my wife and daughter, were at Blockbuster to get Keifer Sutherland's new movie, the Sentinel (I'll post a review once I watch it). As we're walking towards the car my daughter says "Look, I like this candy." Then we notice she had a baby bottle pop candy that she had taken from the store. We told her we were going to go back into the store and she was going to give the cashier the candy back and apologize but I think we might have come off a bit strong to her because when we got back to the car she seemed to be embarrassed and sad. I guess my feelings towards this got the best of me since I had/have problems dealing with theft. Like I said in a previous post, it's border line addiction like a heroin junky or alcoholic. I was debating whether or not to talk about it because it is shameful and I feel embarrassed around those who know about previous exploits. It's something I wish I've completely overcome but it's only been a few months since my last "fix". I don't know if I can "officially" say I am a cleptomaniac since I have not been "officially" diagnosed with this problem. Can you be diagnosed with it? It's caused a few problems like getting fired from a job or getting arrested and spending two and a half hours in jail and let me tell you...the starting process before they place you in their cell is VERY demeaning (did I spell that right?)...have spent a large amount of money which my mother was kind enough and motherly enough to help me and help me through it by not judging me and saying it was simply a mistake which cost me, and her, a lot and to learn from it. I was close to being arrested before for the same reason but was lucky or God was looking out and walked away from it but did I learn after all that? I'm not sure. I swear to myself and make promises to my daughter that I will never do it again especially after having my wife and daughter presented at my arrest. I had never been at a lower point than that. I want to ask for help but don't know what to do.

The Hobbit to be filmed in '07??

An unnamed source e-mailed theonering.net, a website dedicated to Lord of the Rings by avid fans, saying he had just left a meeting discussing upcoming projects at New Line's New York studios and said he got a view of the future schedule. I have to believe one of two things, either this is an important person at New Line or New line is just leaving things lying around for all to see. In any case, he saw The Hobbit to start filming in 2007. YAY!!! I'm taking this with a grain of salt though since it's not an official statement from New Line but it's still exciting to think about. I wonder who they're going to pick to be Bilbo since the Hobbit takes place about 50 years before.

DOAP Mockumentary

A T.V. Channel over in the UK has produced a fake documentary called Death of a President about the fictional assassination of our President, George W. Bush. The film will be using cutting edge effects that is "shockingly real" to show Dubya being shot by a Syrian sniper in 2007. Obviously, we here in the States will not get to see this but it will also play at the Toronto Internation Film Festival.

I don't have any political views or ideals but even for those who are anti-bush this seems to be a bit over the top. I'm all for free speech and all that jazz but this can give out a sensationalistic, bandwagon "hate Bush", mob mentality that isn't needed. What do you think?

Carlos Mencia rant!!

Found this video and I HAD to share it with you. I happen to agree with everyone he rants about. Enjoy.